Has it ever crossed your mind? 

​Has it ever crossed your mind that she still lies wide awake in the middle of the night because of you 

Has it ever crossed your mind that you are the reason behind those never ending tears 

Has it ever crossed your mind that she still shrieks and screams out in the middle of the night 

Has it ever crossed your mind that her stomach starts churning and she can barely breathe when she hears your name 

Has it ever crossed your mind that her whole anatomy trembles when she gets those flashbacks 

Has it ever crossed your mind that she nearly dies the moment when she sees your face

Has it ever crossed your mind that you’re no longer the antidote you promised her you would be 

Does it ever cross your mind that you are the poison that’s killing every second of her fragile existence

Do you even remember her?

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17 thoughts on “Has it ever crossed your mind? 

  1. This writing is so moving. I felt every line. Thank you for sharing it because the resonance with memories of a lost (but never forgotten) love that has since been deliberately suppressed to protect oneself from further pain is extremely strong. Your work is very poignant and deeply heartfelt…

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  2. i dont think i have ever impacted “her” to any of the degree “she” has impacted me. i remember her, but im pretty sure she doesnt spend one second to ever think of me. and many of those things you said above can be said about “he”

    good write

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